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Wednesday, May 26, 2010

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Unpredictable Yearnings



Sometimes I find it so very odd how I feel yearnings or cravings for things at various times, yet often they do not seem to correlate with anything I can discern.

For example, at the moment (and all morning), I have been daydreaming, yearning, and thinking about smoking my pipe. Now, I have smoked my pipe this morning when I have been able to do so. I have indulged more frequently than usual for a work morning in fact. Yet, I am still thinking and daydreaming about smoking my pipe in ways that are wholly atypical for me.

How do I explain these thoughts and their strength? I cannot. I am not overly anxious, nor overly sad, nor overly bored, nor overly happy. I am simply having an average day.

It is so curious to me to NOT see a correlation or a pattern in something felt so strongly as a yearning or craving.

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6 comments:

  1. Stop making shit complicated you educated idiot. :-)

    You smoke for two reasons, it's habit forming and it's a stress reducer. Enjoy it with a little booze in the evening, you're not getting off this rock alive anyway, except at a cosmic level.

    *Billy puffs on a cigar, opens a can of beer and and surfs the web looking at the bigger picture and continues to be pissed at the stupid fucking monkeys.*

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  4. Isn't this usually the way it is?
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