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Thursday, September 06, 2012
Second Thoughts
I had come to the U today feeling a bit irritable. My irritation was due to a dream (nightmare?) I had that reminded me of some very rude and unethical behavior by two people I have to sometimes deal with at the U. Unfortunately, it was difficult to get it out of my mind
My first try at dissipating my irritation was in my 5 mile walk this morning. That will VERY OFTEN do the trick. But unfortunately when I returned home, I still felt irritable about it.
My second thought was to come here and blog about these two people, and talk about all their horrible actions and how I rather disliked both of them now-a-days, where at one time, I thought they were fairly average. But, I did not do that.
Instead, my third option ended up being the charm. While waiting for my computer to slowly warm up, I ended up going into my other (back) office where I sometimes hide. There, I looked in my top left desk drawer and rummaged around the many different pouches of pipe tobacco I leave in there. I found one especially potent and robust leaf I had not sampled in a while. I sat down, pulled out a stack of papers I needed to grade from my bag/briefcase (or whatever-the-hell I should call it), filled up the bowl of my pipe with the robust leaf, and slowly and meticulously ignited flame and leaf and inhaled a plume of the rich smoke deeply before I started to read the papers. An hour (and two pipes) later, I finished, and felt a lot less irritable.
Food for thought, perhaps.
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3 comments:
I appreciate all forms of comments on my writings. I find that I miss the sponteneity of coming to read them here when they were unmoderated. I believe I wrote less due to the moderation. I have decided to adopt limited moderation. Hopefully the prior problems with unfettered comments will not arise again. Please feel free to comment as you wish about the essays I write. I will maintain those comments that offer kind-hearted and gentle opinion... be it positive or negative. The opinions of your comments will, of course, need to have relevance to the post as well.
Why don't you just confront them with how you feel about them? Or are you a carpet for them to walk on?
ReplyDeleteCarpets must spend a lot of time being pissed, hahahahaha
ReplyDeleteUnless its Pavlovian, i don't see the harm.
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