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Monday, December 03, 2012
Well, there was good and bad to this weekend:
1. Friday was wonderful, and I *mostly* stuck to my goal on Friday of having 2 pipes (I actually had 3, but I am thinking that three bowls may be a more realistic indulgence on those occasions when I do indulge).
2. Saturday was not so good. My intention was to have zero pipes that day, and I failed at it. But I think I learned something that will help me the next time I have a zero day following a day where I smoke my pipe. What happened is that I was out walking the dog, and I reached into my jacket pocket and lo-and-behold, there was my pipe, pouch, and lighter. I had left them in my pocket after returning from my elderly father-in-law's the evening before. It was very densely foggy while out walking the dog, and it seemed like a wonderful, perfect time to indulge as I have done so for most of my life. Basically, I filled and ignited my pipe without much if any forethought, planning or even giving much thought to my goals. I was regretful within a minute or so, and aggravated at myself. Then, later that day, already feeling aggravated at myself, I smoked two additional times. Finally, in the evening, I sat myself down, and thought through how stupid my actions were. I did not need to fail. I can do this if I put my stubborn mind to it. I vowed to get back on my goal oriented "track" immediately.
3. Sunday was a good day. I stayed at my goal of zero. I took the wife and family out to eat at a wonderful Indian Buffet for dinner, and we had a great time. There was a Mushroom Marsala that was especially good this time in addition to many of my usual favorites.
What did I learn? Well, one, I think I need to be more vigilant on the day after an allowed indulgence in my pipes (again, my goal is to be infrequent, perhaps indulging 2 or perhaps 3 times a month). I will think about what my plan for vigilance will be. I still think I am a stubborn enough mule to get this to happen. And, if I do, I think I will be glad.
PipeTobacco
Today's (Monday's) Goal =0
Yesterday's (Sunday's) Goal = 0 bowls
Actual consumption (Sunday) = 0 bowls
Saturday's Goal = 0 bowls
Actual consumption (Saturday) = 3 bowls
2 comments:
I appreciate all forms of comments on my writings. I find that I miss the sponteneity of coming to read them here when they were unmoderated. I believe I wrote less due to the moderation. I have decided to adopt limited moderation. Hopefully the prior problems with unfettered comments will not arise again. Please feel free to comment as you wish about the essays I write. I will maintain those comments that offer kind-hearted and gentle opinion... be it positive or negative. The opinions of your comments will, of course, need to have relevance to the post as well.
I've slipped some myself, and I'm out of patches. Oh well, shit happens, I've stopped carrying the makings when I go somewhere.
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