Disagreement
I had a disagreement with my wife yesterday. Things have been resolved and we are back in a normal (positive) place.
I the midst of that time, I decided to smoke my pipe and pipe tobacco. This WAS NOT my wife's fault. It was fully my decision. It was a stupid, idiotic decision. But, it was a decision I fully made, and I am fully responsible for. Now I get to start back at zero days again.
If there is anything to learn about this, it is that when I feel negative emotionally (sad, upset, frustrated), I want to smoke my pipe. Well, I want to smoke my pipe when I am happy too, but I have adequate coping strategies for those emotions. What I need to figure out, is how to deal with these periods of time where I feel that sad, upset, or frustrated emotion.
PipeTobacco
Today's (Tuesday's) Goal = 0 bowls
Monday's [2/4] Goal = 0 bowls
Actual consumption (Monday) = 4 bowls
Walking Day 1598 / SOPS Day 0
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Tuesday, February 05, 2013
1 comment:
I appreciate all forms of comments on my writings. I find that I miss the sponteneity of coming to read them here when they were unmoderated. I believe I wrote less due to the moderation. I have decided to adopt limited moderation. Hopefully the prior problems with unfettered comments will not arise again. Please feel free to comment as you wish about the essays I write. I will maintain those comments that offer kind-hearted and gentle opinion... be it positive or negative. The opinions of your comments will, of course, need to have relevance to the post as well.
I've managed to cut back a lot the last two days.
ReplyDeleteWOO WHO !!!