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Tuesday, June 11, 2019
Exhaustion
Exhaustion describes how I felt yesterday. I was feeling a mixture of sadness, and also feeling a little bit under the weather. It was a challenging day. In the evening, I even felt a bit feverish.
I tried all of the things I normally try to pull myself out of a "mood"..... I tried to push myself while running. I ran 7 miles yesterday in 59 minutes and tried to push myself to get extra sweaty and to shed stress hormones. I watched the very cute film, "Paddington 2" with my wife to try to feel happier, and I went swimming with my wife as well.
Still, it was a challenging day emotionally. I ended up going to bed at 9:30 to try to get more rest and tried to cocoon with extra blankets (this often helps me when I feel a bit physically under the weather (feverish)).
Fortunately, things seem to have gotten considerably better. I do not feel emotionally sad this morning (I am not overjoyed... but I feel rather neutral), I ran my normal 5 miles at 5:00am, and I do not feel feverish or exhausted. So.... all things have improved a fair amount.
Hopefully work will be decent today.
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3 comments:
I appreciate all forms of comments on my writings. I find that I miss the sponteneity of coming to read them here when they were unmoderated. I believe I wrote less due to the moderation. I have decided to adopt limited moderation. Hopefully the prior problems with unfettered comments will not arise again. Please feel free to comment as you wish about the essays I write. I will maintain those comments that offer kind-hearted and gentle opinion... be it positive or negative. The opinions of your comments will, of course, need to have relevance to the post as well.
a few years ago i was splitting great big gnarly douglas fir rounds in the heat and it made me sweat like a pig. and mentally, it was a godsend. never felt better.
ReplyDeletetoo bad i ran out of rounds in a few weeks.
I am sure things will look up in near future.
ReplyDeleteCoffee is on
Sometimes, it's like that. You did all of the right things that would often work, but your body might have been telling you not to.
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