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Monday, July 02, 2012

Loss of Motivation



I experienced a severe loss of motivation this past weekend.  I had to go to a graduation party for a nephew, and that was about my limit of accomplishments.  I just did not feel like doing a damn thing all weekend.  I cuss at myself, under my breath, about my foolish waste of time, but it really was pretty damn near all I did. 

It was a wasted weekend, and to be frank, it was not particularly enjoyable either.  I didn't even goof around doing anything fun. 

We are going to be heading up to a reunion on my wife's side of the family sometime on Tuesday.  I find those sorts of things very challenging, and maybe that is a part of my malaise.  We shall see, if upon my return, my vim and vitality returns.  

I shall talk more on Tuesday.

PipeTobacco

2 comments:

  1. You sure try to do a lot of shit you know you're not going to enjoy in advance. What is with that shit?

    You trying to keep everyone else happy? Fuck that shit...

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  2. I guess the ordeal is over now.
    or is it?

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