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Monday, May 06, 2013

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I have been mute for quite a while now.  Perhaps that will change now.  I do not have a whole helluva lot to say at the moment, but I do feel again like trying to write again.   I seem to have lost my focus in life.  I seem to have lost the idea of having goals and aspirations.  I seem to be adrift, not really hearing or seeing any sort of call to do anything.   I was just going to say that "I would be content to sit all day." but that is not really accurate.  To sit and simply do nothing does not make me feel content either.  I am not sure what WOULD make me feel content, if anything.  But, in the same vein, I am not discontent.  I am simply devoid of emotion, devoid of goals, devoid of any feeling of purpose, devoid of desire, devoid of anything.  I have become a void.

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3 comments:

  1. BBCMonday, 06 May, 2013

    You could have worse problems...

    Maybe you just need a hobby that interests you. Hell, Dexter found one.

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  2. skinny minnyTuesday, 07 May, 2013

    you suffering it seems from a pretty major case of depression. please get some help. I don't know you at all except what you choose to share on here but the emotions and lack there of are clear signs of depression and as you have been struggling o much please get some professional help to deal with it. I have lost much of my life fighting depression on my own because resources were not available to me you have the resources avaialable use them. Don't waste your life

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  3. austereThursday, 09 May, 2013

    How is the walking doing these days??

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