I have to keep in mind that this is a process. I have to keep in mind that by the beginning of the fourth week of Lent last year, my refraining from my pipe 6 days out of 7 was actually quite easy. I have to keep in mind that this is what I WANT for myself. I have to keep in mind that I WILL EVENTUALLY feel better and more content. I have to keep in mind that this is good for me.... good for my brain.... good for my body.... good for my mental stamina..... good in showing I will damn well do what I set out to do. I have to keep in mind that I do not want a plant to control me. I have to keep in mind that I am better and stronger than a damn plant.
I cannot begin to describe how much I want a pipe at the moment.
PipeTobacco
Today's Pipe Goal = 0
Yesterday's Pipe Goal = 0; Consumption Yesterday = 0
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