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Wednesday, March 21, 2018

Day 36

Today is the 36th day since I last smoked a pipe.  The last few days have been difficult emotionally and I have really wanted to give up my Lenten vow.   I have not done so, but it makes me very nervous about the end of Lent.  It is only a week and a half away.  Will I be able to drum up the fortitude to contine being away from my pipes or will I give in and quickly be back where I was originally?  I sincerely do not know what I will do.

Running was fine today, but it was inside due to the icy conditions.  Next week should allow me to run outside which will be nice.

I try to be a good, kind, gentle and helpful person, but I feel as if no one at work sees or gives a damn.  It really hurts.

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3 comments:

  1. Priorities are important and it's the wise man that knows what they are. Your pipe will be waiting for you, rested and ready to go.

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  2. wow pipe..congratulations..I'm proud of you..I know it must be very hard...you can do this ..

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  3. That really is an accomplishment! Take it easy on yourself and it will work out.

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