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Tuesday, October 29, 2024

Sour


I feel rather sour this morning.

  • My friend passed away in hospice yesterday.  I do not know how to write about the feelings I have related to this.
  • At 5:30am we were in the midst of a heavy thunderstorm with the prospects of cold, heavy rain all day.  I drove to the nearby track to run indoors.  Unfortunately, some "big-wig" politico rented/requested the space to hold some sort of "rally" and there were crowd gates all around the building, and no one was allowed in for any purpose as they prepared for these asinine "festivities".   I went back home.
  • I am angry at the person I no longer write about here.  This person is doing more crap that is frustrating, angering, annoying, and hurtful. That is all I can say.
I do not know why I try every damn day.  It feels pointless.  It probably IS pointless.  I never thought this would be my lot in life at this age.

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3 comments:

  1. AnvilcloudTuesday, 29 October, 2024

    Those are 3 things that would not exactly cause you to be ecstatic. Tomorrow is another day. It is supposed to get warmer here. I don’t know about there.

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  2. MargaretTuesday, 29 October, 2024

    Both daughters have made decisions that upset and worried me and I'm still concerned about them; that never changes no matter how old they/we get. It's exhausting sometimes. I hope that the situation can be resolved. I'm so sorry about your friend. It seems that we're at that age and stage of life where death lurks around the corner.

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  3. peppylady (Dora)Tuesday, 29 October, 2024

    I'm sorry about your friend, and it ok not know how to express on feelings.

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