No News So Far

No news so far.  It is frustrating.  The ultrasound appears to be "still on" and so I am going to take my wife to that in just a bit.  

I am tired.  I have though, successfully squashed my internal emotional whirlwind down so that I am able to exist as a fellow without affect through most of the day.  I have no energy, other than to try to adopt a smile and an attempt at laughter when about my wife helping her.  It does no good to emote the worry, the frustration, the anger (at these delays) I have inside.

Sometimes I do not know who I am any longer.

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