The Thoughts of a Frumpy Professor

............................................ ............................................ A blog devoted to the ramblings of a small town, middle aged college professor as he experiences life and all its strange variances.

Wednesday, August 08, 2012

Fear & Sadness


I awoke this morning feeling very sad.  Sad about the brevity of life and fearful that I was not doing enough to show my wife and my kids how much I love them all.  It was very difficult to get out of bed and get moving today.  It felt as if I were in an endless void.  A void in which there was nothing except me and my grief.  It felt as if it were crushing my being and I was destined to be in that limitless void for eternity.

I did get myself to work, however, and now I am trying to make it a productive day.  I want to turn my emotions around to feel happiness and joy.  I hope I can figure it out.

PipeTobacco


4 Comments:

Blogger Beth said...

Dear God. How many more days do you want to do this by yourself? GET HELP FROM A MENTAL HEALTH PROFESSIONAL. You will feel better just knowing you have someone who is going to help you, that you are not alone in your struggle. GET ON AN ANTI-DEPRESSANT!

Wednesday, 08 August, 2012  
Blogger BBC said...

I'm sick and fucking tired of posts like this, do what Beth said to do, at least try it.

Your fucking wife and kids are no more important than anyone else on this rock, get the fuck over them and stop letting them use you.

Wednesday, 08 August, 2012  
Blogger austere said...

Bad weather?
lack of sleep?
TAXES?
aah.. politicians, all of them are like that, y'know.
No?

Thursday, 09 August, 2012  
Blogger amelia said...

What Beth said...

Thursday, 09 August, 2012  

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