The Thoughts of a Frumpy Professor

............................................ ............................................ A blog devoted to the ramblings of a small town, middle aged college professor as he experiences life and all its strange variances.

Thursday, November 13, 2025

I Do Not Know

 I am struggling a lot emotionally.  Feelings of inadequacy and of being a failure, feelings of disappointment about the conference, feelings of still not getting enough DONE and being constantly on edge with looming deadlines.  My phone situation (still fixing some smaller things), and the conference challenges usurped the precious little energy reserve I had.  

It is hard that my mind is constantly seeing things I should and need to DO, but my body and my emotions want to do nothing.  

Somehow I have to figure a way to push and fight through this and find contentedness and peace.  I do not know where or how I will find the energy to push and fight, however.

PipeTobacco

I have to fight through this.    

1 Comments:

Blogger Margaret said...

It's a tough time of year and then even harder to have the added stress, lack of time and burden of unmanageable tasks. I'm sorry, PT. :(

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