S T R U G G L E
I am not trying to be a "baby" about things, but it is a truly difficult challenge at the moment. Emotionally, I am reasonably "ok"..... not jovial and joyus.... but "ok". But it has been a semester that has been SO MUCH MORE BUSY than usual, that I am just trying to keep my head above water.
So, I apologize about not writing much at the moment. I keep ANTICIPATING that I will get back to a less frenetic pace, but it seems to not happen.
There are so many thoughts and emotions I do want to write about as getting them down here helps me to sort through things. I do hope to free up some time soon.... I am feeling I am wearing out. This pace is not really sustainable. Perhaps after the research meeting where I am sending three groups to this weekend occurs, perhaps, PERHAPS then I will feel less like a tired hamster on a perpetually running treadmill that I do not know how to stop.
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3 Comments:
I'm so sorry you're dealing with this, PT! You're right that the pace is unsustainable and also...an unhealthy amount of stress for one of my favorite bloggers!
A full life, but at such a cost! Hope you're still running/walking daily and at least trying to get to the Thursday meetups -- full of the medicine that only social functions can provide. It's good that you check in to the blog occasionally for those of us who catastrophize.
You are a fit man, but for most of us, the energy does start to diminish as we age, and you ae needing all you can get right now in your significant busyness.
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