Damn It! Damn It! Damn It!
I am so frustrated and upset at myself and sick of feeling melancholy and morose. It is a bunch of b*llsh*t. I guess I am feeling mad enough at myself to finally get up off my *ss and force myself to be different. Come hell-or-high water, I am determined to feel better.
I feel that what will help me most are the old standbys.... hard-*ss physical exertion, a helluva lot of water, a rock-solid routine, a helluva lot less ruminating, good sleep, healthy food, a lot of bedroom activity with my wife, tossing away a helluva lot of clutter, and spending a lot of fun time with my family. I am going to spend a little bit of time tonight organizing how I am going to execute this plan.
PipeTobacco
4 Comments:
Glad to hear it!
More bedroom time with the wife sounds like a great plan.
Also, you might consider dropping the frumpy routine and taking a different tack. And don't take work every serious, it's not all its cracked up to be.
You were sent another invitation to join my blog, did it get lost again??
If it helps at all, I've been struggling with the exact same shit. In fact, your previous post could've been mine...right down to the stress over the research presentation. Our move did away with a lot of the clutter in our immediate environment, but it still waits in the old storage spot (and in the garage of the house that goes on the market on Friday!) And I've been so overwhelmed with everything that I've barely been able to do anything. So...I've been coming to the same conclusions you've come to. Have some fun and let up on yourself a little (or a lot). That's what I'm planning on doing...You know, you could always still join us in Big Hole! :-)
You sound like a helluva trooper. Best of luck on your program. I did something stupid a few weeks ago that does not make me feel good about myself--drove our car into a house--but really, why should I be down on myself about it? I am no different than other people. I make mistakes every day. This one, however, was a lulu. I decided to write about it on my blog to keep others from making the same mistake.
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