From Mass Today

In the electronic Mass I was able to watch this morning, the following from the second reading really captured my attention:

When he was insulted, he returned no insult;
when he suffered, he did not threaten.

I know and understand the value and truth in those words.  I know that even if I am insulted, or hurt, or suffer, it is NOT right or appropriate or my place to insult back or to lash out a those that hurt me.  Knowing.... is a PART of what is needed from the above.... and I have that part down fairly well.  I KNOW what I am supposed to do.  But.... the ability to DO the above is oh, so very much harder. 

It can be utterly exhausting.... physically, mentally, and emotionally to not lash out when someone hurts me.  But, it is worth it to be kind in place of angry... or at least neutral instead of angry.  But... I do not think it will ever be "easy".  It is damn hard. 

But, it is how I should always strive to be.

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