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Second Thoughts
I had come to the U today feeling a bit irritable. My irritation was due to a dream (nightmare?) I had that reminded me of some very rude and unethical behavior by two people I have to sometimes deal with at the U. Unfortunately, it was difficult to get it out of my mind
My first try at dissipating my irritation was in my 5 mile walk this morning. That will VERY OFTEN do the trick. But unfortunately when I returned home, I still felt irritable about it.
My second thought was to come here and blog about these two people, and talk about all their horrible actions and how I rather disliked both of them now-a-days, where at one time, I thought they were fairly average. But, I did not do that.
Instead, my third option ended up being the charm. While waiting for my computer to slowly warm up, I ended up going into my other (back) office where I sometimes hide. There, I looked in my top left desk drawer and rummaged around the many different pouches of pipe tobacco I leave in there. I found one especially potent and robust leaf I had not sampled in a while. I sat down, pulled out a stack of papers I needed to grade from my bag/briefcase (or whatever-the-hell I should call it), filled up the bowl of my pipe with the robust leaf, and slowly and meticulously ignited flame and leaf and inhaled a plume of the rich smoke deeply before I started to read the papers. An hour (and two pipes) later, I finished, and felt a lot less irritable.
Food for thought, perhaps.
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3 Comments:
Why don't you just confront them with how you feel about them? Or are you a carpet for them to walk on?
Carpets must spend a lot of time being pissed, hahahahaha
Unless its Pavlovian, i don't see the harm.
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