Antsy, Unfocused, Unmotivated
Now, I am in the midst of drinking my morning's 24 oz bold coffee that I bought myself this morning when I arrived on campus. Hopefully the caffeine will improve my motivation.
During the weekend, I spent some time when I was smoking my pipe to think about how annoying the habit has become to me. I even decided to watch myself in a mirror twice during the weekend, as I sat smoking my pipe and felt annoyed at how foolish I looked for smoking. My mindset is changing. I used to feel so very differently about smoking a pipe. This is likely progress, and my annoyance at myself may help me to be stronger when I do make my next effort to quit.