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Just Sad

Just feeling sad. It is difficult to shake. Nothing seems to bring joy. Nothing seems rewarding.

The only exception is being with my family. There I feel average, which is a big improvement.

Is this how life is for most folks? Was I so utterly naive to feel joy, hope, ambition, and excitement? When I look back on those emotions, I have mixed feelings... one, I curse myself for being such a fool, but two, I pine for and long for those feelings again.

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