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Start of a New Bootstrap

As usual, I am trying to "tough it out" so to speak and force myself to feel better. It is still a challenge, as Sunday was perhaps one of the worst days I have felt in many months. My anger and frustration was due to some behavioral issues that occurred in "T" that had me questioning my value as a person and my sanity all at the same time.

Added to the mix was the fact that today is the first day of classes at the U for the Fall Semester. Yesterday was going to be challening anyway, due to the (foolish) stress I feel before the semester begins each academic year... even though I have been through this every year for multiple decades.

I did try to pull myself up by my bootstraps again, and did exercise this morning, lifted weights, and am prepared to start a new semester (I guess). I feel uninspired and I wish I felt happier and more enthused.

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