Readings at Mass

From the Gospel reading this weekend:

Thomas, called Didymus, one of the Twelve,
was not with them when Jesus came.
So the other disciples said to him, “We have seen the Lord.”
But he said to them,
“Unless I see the mark of the nails in his hands
and put my finger into the nailmarks
and put my hand into his side, I will not believe.”

I need to work at not being a doubter in life.  It does me no good to doubt or question things.  I would be better off just going with the flow and not struggling as I do.  Why am I like Thomas, always doubting, always questioning, always fearing?

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