34 and Grumpy as Hell
Today is Day 34 of my journey.
For some reason, today has been rough. I *did* do my run, all five miles. I have thus far refrained from the briar, which seems pointless to me at the moment, but I still persevere. I have gone to work, did my work, etc. Blah, blah, blah.
I feel ornery and out of sorts. I cannot seem to shake it. I did not have the most restful of sleep last night, so perhaps that is part of the damn problem. But, I can usually shake that sort of thing off by trying hard.
Truth be told, if I had my druthers at the moment... and if I did not have the degree of impulse control I have... I would quit my job, drive down to Florida, Arizona, Tijuana, or some such local, start smoking my pipe again, and my wife and I could start anew with a condo or apartment and just start doing as we damn well please. Oh, and I would need to win the lottery first too.
Copious whisky, wine, food galore, song, pipes, plenty of amorous activities with my wife. A Life of Riley, going to movies, to theater, etc. Going fishing anytime I damn well wanted to as well.
But, this fantasy is just a pipe dream.... and a pipe is something I cannot have.
Damn.
PipeTobacco
4 Comments:
Chin up...
I enjoyed that
The other day I was talking about my next life (I believe in past live and such) I swear my next life I don't want to be responsible.
Coffee is on
Sell everything and just do it! Or not. A simple life isn't TOO expensive and you might need a little something to do on the side just to keep you occupied in case the fish aren't biting and the wife has a headache.
grumpy is good...be grumpy...it's good for you..ha
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