Health Concerns

I am not sure how much of this may be a repeat of things I mentioned before, or if much of this may be new.  But, here it goes:

As you know, I have been dealing with Plantar fasciitis that arose in my HEEL tendon that moves towards the paddle region of my foot.  This bout of Plantar fasciitis is awfully damn different than the mild bout I had a year or two ago in my other foot that was focused fully in the arch of my foot.  That earlier bout was alleviated in about a week with simple stretching.

My current situation is vastly different.  This heel tendon variant of plantar fasciitis has been wiping me out.  I have been experiencing considerable discomfort from this for roughly 6 weeks now.  It has DRASTICALLY diminished any joy or positivity I have towards running.  I have been running somewhat sporadically of late (something I had never done during the several years I have been running.... I was always happy and content with my consistency in running).  

The foot/tendon stretching machines I wrote about in the last two weeks.... I believe the pair of them have been EXTREMELY HELPFUL for me.  I am finally noticing what appears to be consistent, LASTING improvement.  I have found it relatively easy to sleep with them too.... for about 4 hours a night that is.  Usually about 3:00-4:00am I end up waking up to have to urinate.  But now, when I wake up at that time, as these devices are not able to be walked in.... I unstrap them from my feet so I can walk to the bathroom.  I do admit that they feel rather uncomfortable when I wake up to go to the bathroom.... but not because of the stretching which actually feels helpful.... but because I have damn hot feet, and I am used to sleeping bare footed, and typically with my feet OUTSIDE of the blankets, quilts, etc. as well.   But, the myriad of straps and platforms and foam and fabric associated with these stretching machines basically entombs my foot while I wear them at night.... and they get hot as hell... even if I stick my feet outside of the blankets.   

So.... I am happy to report that I have had thus far this week FOUR running days now with SIGNIFICANTLY less discomfort in my foot.  I think the machines are helping.  

BUT.... this process of using these stretch machines had me thinking about how and why this has occurred.  I am running out of time to try to flesh it out here this morning, but I will talk about it further in another post soon.  WHAT I BELIEVE ultimately was the culprit of this whole mess, which would extend back to a bit further than a year and a half ago is that I had developed for only the SECOND TIME in my life.... a Plantar Wart.  

I developed a Plantar Wart once as a very young graduate student many decades ago.  That plantar wart was on the ball of one of my feet, close to the big toe.  Through health services of the U I was at for graduate school, it was able to be treated and destroyed over the course of several weeks.  

But, this plantar wart I acquired about a year-and-a-half ago was a damn site different.  It was on the heel of my foot.  And I firmly believe this ultimately is responsible for the damn plantar fasciitis I am working through now.  

I unfortunately need to get to my U work, so I will stop here for now.  I will try to pick up on this story in the next few days (probably next week) to explain my thoughts and reasoning.  It is an annoying story, so I am not sure I will be in a mood tomorrow (probably not as it is the weekend) to flesh it out.... or if I will pick something else to write about.... but I will get back to this as soon as I can.

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Going to Scoot....

It is a pleasant feeling that it is Thursday.  In the pattern that I have adopted, Thursdays tend to be exciting days for me because:

• by mid-afternoon I will have accomplished the last of the "big voicing" lectures for the week (although it is a rather tough 4.5 hours of big voicing today as usual this semester.... including the one class I only teach sporadically.... and always have a bit of nervousness about because with it being sporadically taught... I do not as easily remember my segues between topics, so I "feel" less ready to "weave my story" to the students.... I worry my lectures in this class feel less "invigorating" to them as a result)
• late in the afternoon I can traverse the land to my weekly rendezvous to the "Retiree's Cigar Group".... and the anticipation of a grand time of talking, joking, commiserating...  and enjoying learning about a new cigar.... make the overall day more pleasant
• swimming with my wife at the pool.... and Thursdays have become a day where there are relatively few swimmers, so my wife and I typically have a rather quiet, relaxing pool environment and we can talk, laugh, and chat all through our water walking.... it almost always feels like a "date" with my beloved wife when we get to do this... she walks forward in a lane to get exercise and I walk backwards (while facing her so we can chat and talk) to reverse stretch my legs from running
• and this evening is our TACO DAY this semester.... and I am already looking forward to a GIGANTIC taco salad in an 8x8 cake pan bigger than my head, my TWO delectable tostadas, my two delectable burritos, and my one "Mexican Pizza" (basically a toasted corn tortilla with a bit of cheese, and lots of onions and peppers on it.... roasted)

I am hopeful the day will proceed in the very happy way I am anticipating!

P.S.  I would greatly enjoy having a scooter like the image I used on this post for use scooting around the U.  But, in my climate it is not useful nor safe for 1/2 the year, and I am just too damn clumsy anyhow and would likely not survive my clumsiness.  I had a moped-version (with bicycle pedals to start the damn thing) briefly in graduate school, but my klutzy nature had me sell it off after a few months.  

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Is It All Psychology?

I am a biologist, but I have had long-standing contact, interaction, and even collaboration with a bunch of psychologists.  My specializations in neural and endocrine physiology is at a juncture of science that considerable integration with a variant school of thought of psychologists who focus on neural and endocrine psychology.  So..... I have known and have worked with a boat load of psychology folks over the decades.  They are great folks, and it is enjoyable to have them as colleagues and friends.  

I bring this up because I was thinking about how last Friday, when I was home working, I NEEDED to put the pouches of pipe tobacco I had opened about me.... AWAY.  I had to do this because I experienced an extremely, and I mean truly extreme desire/craving to pick up one of my pipes, fill it and have at it.  If I were to use my sometimes used PCS Scale (Pipe Craving Score Scale) of 0 - 10 as an indicator.... last Friday, I had what feels like it was a 12.... literally off scale.  If I would not have packed up the pouches, stuffed them back into various drawers in my office.... and taken a walk from my home office for a while.... I do not think I could have mustered the fortitude to refrain.  

But the question of the day is "WHY?"  I mean.... seriously.... I never have had this sort of experience related to the weekly Retiree's Cigar Group.  And, biologically.... tobacco is tobacco is tobacco.  It makes no damn PHYSIOLOGICAL sense.  

It must ALL be PSYCHOLOGY.  

Some folks dismiss psychology as a "fluffy" science.  I know this is so, because a fair number of folks in the "hard science" disciplines I interreact with at the U routinely dismiss the psychologists as "fluff" routinely.  This is nearly universal amongst the chemists and the physicists at my U, and in fact many of those folks suggest biology itself is sort of "fluff" in comparison to their holy grails.  But, a fair number of the other biologists I work with also view psychology as a bit "fluffy" as well.  

But, psychology IS REAL.  It is not fluff.  I have known this through the decades with my collaboration and camaraderie with these folks... but the point was driven home again from my experience last Friday. 

Most lay-folk think of psychology only in the aspects of counseling and therapy.... but the research in psychology is a facet of the science that often times is overlooked.  But, psychology RESEARCH is quite beautiful, elegant and important.  

I need, if I ever get the time, to try to reason through they psychology more of my pipe smoking.

PipeTobacco 

Indian Food & More

Last Friday my wife and I DID actually venture out in the bitter, bitter cold to both the restaurant and play.  I am glad we did, as it was very fun.  Other than the travel from the various parking lots into the buildings and back... it was easy enough to deal with the sub-zero weather even with the high winds.  

Ultimately, the dish I selected was a Vegetable Korma which was wonderful, hearty, and I ordered mine with a moderate to strong spice level.  DELIGHTFUL!  My wife ordered a dish that was new to both of us, which was a Curried Salmon (she ordered a mild spice level, regrettably (grin)).  It too was wonderful even though it could have had MORE spice!  My wife and I typically share our dishes so we can try more items.... especially at a non-buffet Indian meal.  We also shared two soups as a starter..... one was a Lemon Coriander soup and the other was called a "Mulligatawny" soup... both were wonderful.... the coriander was more mild and the mulligatawny very delightfully spicy.  We also had naan and jasmine rice with our meal.  We shared a "Gajar ka Halwa" which is a traditional Indian carrot based dessert with cashews and cardamom which has a been a personal favorite of mine for many, many years.... and I search for it anytime we are fortunate to visit an Indian restaurant.  

The play was fun and was a "one-woman multi-act play" about her hopes and dreams related to her passion for writing.  It was very enjoyable and pleasing.  Live theater is such a treat.  And I had a pleasant IPA during the play as well.  My wife enjoyed her preferred Diet Coke.

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Comments on Comments (January 19 - 24)

With fewer posts from me last week, there were fewer comments (understandably):

AnvilCloud stated

I don't know Ohio. I think I should find it.

“Ohio”  is a song by Crosby, Stills, Nash, & Young.  The song was written by Neil Young about his feelings about the Kent State University shootings.  

DMP stated

"Ohio" has been playing in my mind a LOT lately. I'm old enough to remember the day vividly, and recent events are bringing back those bad memories.

Yes, I too remember that day rather vividly.  The news of Kent State was devestating and frightening, and I remember watching it on television.  It also stands out to me as it was the day my oldest niece was born as well.  It is a bit challenging thinking of this having NOW happened 56 years ago this May 4th.  

t'll have to be updated:

"TIn Soldiers and Trump are comin'

Minneapolis chills to the bone,

This winter the guns are screamin'

Our Rights won't stand alone! "

I agree with Pam J that your rewriting of the lyrics is very strong!  What is happening now is horrific.

Margaret stated

Those songs are part of history and tell a story, like the ballads of long ago. They are part of our culture--at least part of mine as someone from that era.

I agree. I have a tendency to think “lyrically” and frequently hear songs in my mind that I recall from across the decades.  I very frequently hear someone say something and a small snippet of what they say may be part of a song lyric that then begins “playing” in my mind.  I tend to view song lyrics as an often times MORE powerful form of poetry and communication.... because of their lyrical nature.  

Pam J stated

Nicely done DMP.

I agree with you!  DMP is an excellent musician and I am glad he is a friend.  He also enjoys smoking pipe tobacco, so that also clearly demonstrates he is a really good fellow! :)

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Polar Plunge

 

• We are in the midst of a harsh arctic blast that has resulted in a region wide Cold Weather Advisor through Saturday at least.   Our current temperature is 0 degrees (F) (~ -17 C) with wind chill reading being at the moment -22 degrees (F) (~ -30 C).   Tonight's actual low temperatures are expected to drop to -11 degrees (F) (~ - 24C) and if the winds remain as predicted tonight, we would end up having a wind chill reading of -45 degrees (F) (roughly the same in C).
• My wife and I have tickets for a play tonight, however.  And, we had plans to eat dinner at a somewhat fancier, very pleasant Indian restaurant before the play, both of which are in a city perhaps a 45 minute drive from our location.   I am not sure what our plans are currently, nor if either the playhouse and/or the restaurant will be open.  Every K-12 school has closed in our vicinity and so has our U and the three other colleges nearby due to the risks for walkers getting frostbite. 
• My "illustrious" department decided to trudge on and had the Department Meeting via Zoom (sigh).  So, in addition to preparing lectures and things for next week (in my home office), I had to Zoom around at this meeting (which turned out to be as dull as dry toast at a fancy 5-Star restaurant).  
• It was already getting rather biting yesterday afternoon when I did meander my way to the nearby town to go to the Retiree's Cigar Group.  I was late as is usual this semester of the year.... but there were THREE of the fellows still hanging about, so it was a very nice time.  They eventually left after about an hour (because they had been there a LOT longer than me already).  I stayed about one additional hour after they left and spent the time reading.  
• The frigidity of today actually also caused the cigar shop itself to remain closed today.
• In determining IF we go out to eat and go to the play, I will be making that decision when I can speak with my wife a bit later.  She herself is Zooming as well.  But after she is finished Zooming, we are set to figure things out.  
• I did NOT run today.  I felt quite guilty about that, and much of the morning I was hemming and hawing about getting my beast of burden out of the garage (my vehicle) and going to the track to run.  It was not until late morning that I REMEMBERED that when the local K-12 schools are closed.... the township's indoor track ALSO CLOSES.  That had me feeling less guilty.  
• I had not posted here the last few days as I was feverishly working with several of my research groups to get some abstracts up-to-snuff for submission (which is due this weekend). It usurped any free time I had the last few days.  
• When I started to work in my home office around 7 am this morning, I decided to treat myself by opening five different pouches of my pipe tobacco and have them about me so I could capture each of their beautiful, different essences as I moved about working.  But, that was not a good idea, I think..... and I ended up sealing each pouch closed and tucking them away in their original drawers.... as I began experiencing some particularly strong yearnings from them.... vividly strong in fact.  And, the temptation to pack a bowl and bring it to life was much more robust than I had experienced in a long while.  
• If we DO go to the Indian restaurant, the dinner service does not offer a buffet where I can get small amounts of several items,, so I need to commit to one dinner focus.  I am debating three different choices at the moment.  Top on my list would be to order chana masala , but I also am thinking about palak paneer, or my third option that sounds good is aloo gohbi.
• The image above is about the "Polar Plunge" event associated with fundraising for the Special Olympics.  It usually occurs around this time of the year, and in our region a hole is cut into the ice of a small lake nearby and people pay and collect donations..... to wear a swimsuit and to hop off the ice to plunge into the near freezing water.  One year, several years ago, I was gearing myself up to actually PARTICIPATE in this event.  But, unfortunately it was cancelled the day before the event.... due to some issue I cannot recall at the moment.  In the intervening years, I have not been able to ratchet up enough courage (or foolishness) to try one more time to do this.   

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Comments on Comments (For the Preceding Week)

I sure as hell HOPE I wrote and posted this comment reply post in the fashion I did last time, so it is easily readable by folks.  Please let me know if I am in error.

Also…. please note, comments from yesterday’s post will be in next week’s comments.  I try to take excerpts of comments from the preceding Monday-Friday.

AC stated:

“I have PF and usually try to slip my feet into something with a bit of a footbed whenever I get up at night or in the morning.

I have done that too!  But for this specific heel related PF, I have found that the position is not enough.... nor consistent enough to be helpful with the footboard pressure... especially since I am a very active mover much of the time when I sleep... rolling and moving around quite a bit.

“Long johns notwithstanding, you must be missing the winter storm that has begun here.

I mentioned it on your site too, so this may be a bit redundant.... because of a peculiarity of weather related lake effects, the storm swirled above and below us for some reason and we were relatively snow free (only ~2 meager inches).  

“Tis a rather glorious thing for you. I hope you get to meet a few fellows.

It is truly a very helpful/valuable thing for me.  It has allowed me to establish more NON-WORK friends that had somewhat declined over the years (mostly due to the passing of friends and relatives, but also sometimes due to their having moved to quite distant places).  I truly look forward to the comaraderie each and every week.  It feels joyful, it feels like I am MORE of a complete person by having these new friends.  

“Being ‘read to’ is often a pleasure.

I really like your statement.  I had not really thought of audiobooks in that way!  It is true... it is almost akin to being read to by my parents or by my elementary school teachers... which I did love.  I am finding this audiobook to be quite enjoyable and fun so far.  I am going to keep thinking about future audiobooks I may check out..... in that form of reference.... I am getting the joy of “being read to”.  

Margaret stated:

“I haven't owned a pair of long johns since skiing in my early 20s. It sounds like you'll be too warm inside yet comfortable outside, which is what I would prefer. Hope the cigar group goes well!

I have only started wearing long johns (other than when cross-country skiiing) about 20 years ago.  I actually like the feel of them on my skin.  I now wear them virtually all the time other THAN work.... during the Winter.  And, like I said in my post, I have sometimes now work them TO work as well.  

“I hope some of your friends are still there. Cigars and pipes aren't the same at all. No offense to your cigar group, but the smell of them is unpleasant, in my opinion. A pipe's smell is lovely and reminds me of books and a roaring fire. And my dad who smoked a pipe for a while.

I can fully understand your sentiments.  A lone indulger in a cigar in a space can be disruptive.  But, truthfully I can see that same sort of disruption being felt by folks in the presence of a long pipe smoker as well (and I have previously experienced their disprovement).  But... in the shop, when there is a full cadre of fellows all indulging in a cigar together, it is hard to describe, but it is wonderful, normal, and aromatically proper and pleasant.  In a similar vein the lingering aromas of my many pipes... that scent, which I can still capture glimpses of in my den, my U offices and U labs feels so beautiful and right as well.

“I'm not an auditory person and have avoided audio books. However, many of my friends LOVE them. They are versatile for people who are better listeners than I am. Those friends tell me that much depends on the narrator(s). There are great ones and awful ones and a whole bunch in between.

I have been truly surprised at how enjoyable this audiobook has been for me.  AC talked about how it is like being read a story as a kid... and that is exactly how it feels to me.  I suspect... at least for me, it has to be the right KIND of book to capture that type of enjoyment.  So, after I conclude this beautiful book about Hemingway, I will need to search carefully for another audiobook I hope to find as captivating.  

Pam J stated:

“I hope you’ve seen the Ken Burns/Lynn Novic 3-part documentary on Hemingway. Or maybe I hope you haven’t, because it’s great and generally available and you would probably like it. My husband is a big Hemingway fan, I’m a lesser fan, mostly because I let my feelings about Hemingway the man influence my feelings about him as a writer. His life provided good material for novels about his wives. I’ve read several.

I have!  It is/was so wonderful that I have watched it THREE TIMES.  I greatly enjoy Burn’s work overall.... but this was especially valuable for me.  I tend to find the ample good and ample bad aspects of Hemingway as a man are quite intriguing to learn about, and I think that is what attracts me to Hemingway biographies.  In some fashion it helps me to better see and recognize how psychologically complex we all can be (and likely are) inside.  I have read all his novels, and have enjoyed most.  The lesser known “Green Hills of Africa” and the well known “Old Man and the Sea” are the two that have resonated the most with me.

“Your Chill Guy has an entire wikipedia entry. https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Chill_Guy

I thank you for finding the above out for me!  It was VERY, VERY interesting to read.  After your link, I ended up in a bit of rabbit hole exploring this character, the creator and his art.  Very interesting!  

Pat M. stated:

“Isn't "Learning Management System" really a euphemism for "Professor Management System"? Not only does a LMS allow a student to proceed through a course with greatly reduced interaction with a professor than used to be the norm; it requires the professor to adjust his course content to conform to the limitations of the LMS. Isn't this exactly what university administrators would want to promote if their goal was to minimize the personal mentor/mentee aspect of academia that was once its core, and replace it with a standardized consumer model where the differences between a course taught by a tenured professor and a course administered by an adjunct are greatly minimized and university policies become the dominant influence exerted evenly across all LMS-administered coursework? Great for bureaucrats, and for students who want their courses to be as interchangeable as items in a vending machine. But it's a very different model from how students progressed through their university education a generation or two ago.

I agree with you whole hearted on what I can be and can become.  I have tried to (I think successfully) to dig in my heels and to use my various LMS’s only for what I feel is MY benefit.... MOSTLY to make it easier for me to get documents and other things to students.... and to HELP ME keep track of documents myself and to HELP ME keep them more organized than I had typically been in my old acetate/overhead days.  

“Do the five binders imply that you are teaching five entirely different courses at once? Or are two or three binders perhaps for the same course but for different sections with different meeting times? I would think that having to keep up with five entirely different sets of curricula at once would be beyond exhausting!

Yes... five different courses.... four with different content, and one seminar.  One is more of a struggle because I only teach it sporadically, so I am not as easily able to rattle off lectures by simply walking in and talking.  For that sporadically offered class, I have review a bit and run through in my mind the ways I can smoothly segue between topics as well.  For the other three, I feel more like a well-oiled machine as I teach them much more regularly and frequently.  

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Good or Bad?

With today being the Martin Luther King Jr. official holiday, many folks will be writing specifically about him and his very strong significance in history.   I cannot add much of interest to that.  He was a very important and valuable figure.  He did work that was enormously positive.  On a friend's blog I lamented how he and several other folks who have come to define major national and global events in the 1960s.... and that at that time, there felt like a purpose and a hope for the future.  I also commented on how back in the 1960s I would never have thought our society would then have brought forth political "leaders" such as Reagan in the 1980s and our current Trump eras.  It is shocking and sad.

However, what I thought I would comment on a bit is how art can sometimes be viewed in contexts by different people in ways that I suspect artists may not have intended.  Three cases in point in song come to mind:

Abraham, Martin & John - This song, a tribute of sorts about good men who were assassinated because of their work.  This song is one that easily harkens one back to the feelings of hope and promise that many of us felt in the 1960s and juxtaposes how harsh things can be and are as well.  

The Wreck of the Edmund Fitzgerald - This song, another song about an historical tragedy.... the destruction and sinking of the Edmund Fitzgerald is a strong song that can bring forth tremendous emotions and remembrance.  

Ohio - This song, about the deaths of four Kent State University students on May 4th, 1970 also is about a horrific even of the era.  The emotions this song can evoke is also profound.  

The above three songs are exceedingly well known (at least by a certain age demographic) and each has exerted influence on a whole lot of folks, myself included.  And, at least for ME, I find each of these songs to be poignant reminders of good (the good leaders, the hard working folks, the protestors) and bad (their tragic deaths).  

But, what I also try to grapple with is that there have been many who denigrate the art of the three songs (as examples of many such things) as being in "poor taste" or in being "money grabs" because each song was a commercial success.  

While I can somewhat understand the ideas that some put forth that these songs did to some degree each "capitalize" on these very tragic events, I am much more of the opinion that each of these songs (and hell... art in general) was created to allow the artist to express his emotions about horrors that moved each of them.  To me, the better way to view these songs (and similar other types of art) is that each one is.... like any art in general.... a way for a person to communicate their thoughts and ideas and emotions.... with the hope of sharing these ideas with others.  

It is with this view that I listen to the above songs... I hear the musician's pain and emotion.... I can feel that pain and emotion again myself over the events when I hear these songs.  I see the songs as art, and as art about history... and at least for me, I cannot see these songs as anything but good.  

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Hoof & Mouth

The beautiful pipe I spoke of a couple of days ago has still been on my mind.  To me, it is exquisitely beautiful, in a rather artistic way.  I also think that it would be an absolutely wonderful smoking pipe as well.  It would be too damn foolish of me to actually buy the beautiful beast, as it is ~ $175 in price. So, I end up just sitting around, dreaming about it.  

I have not bought a new pipe in a helluva long time.  Well, actually….. I am closing in on what I think now is damn near eight full years (or is it nine?) (I will have to figure it out ) that I sadly laid down my pipes.  It seems like an eternity.  And, I know it was many years even before that sad day.... when I had purchased a brand-damn-new pipe.... because I already have so many.  

But, the one above..... I don't know..... it is a head turner for certain.

* * * * *

My heel-focused form of plantar fasciitis has been more stubborn and aggravating to get rid of than it was when I had a brief bout of it in my other foot. On my other foot it was primarily located in my foot's arch. 

What I figured out from experience, and confirmed while reading.... was that I could alleviate the pain and discomfort by programmed stretching.  But, no amount of stretching I have been doing every day seemed to permanently eliminate the discomfort.  I would go to bed hopeful, because I was pain free... but in the morning, the first steps would be AGONY.  It was getting me worried.... for I would have walk through the pain for 15-20 minutes to get it to reduce to a bearable level…. and then it would dissipate through the day.   It felt so illogical and painful.  

My earlier plantar fasciitis (in my other foot) went away quickly with adequate stretching. BUT.... apparently especially in the heel region, what can happen is that the tendonous area that is inflamed will naturally SHORTEN naturally while you sleep because when we sleep, we naturally point out toes (a movement called plantarflexsion).  Plantarflexion then results in the tissues healing in a more shortened length and upon awakening the region is stiff and can be painful….. and this causes a viscous cycle of ne inflammation.  This is NOT an issue when your plantar fasciitis is in the arch region.  

Yesterday, in the mail, I received what is called a pair of "night splints" that can be used to force the foot to maintain a position opposite that of plantarflexion  (called dorsiflexion).   I wore these devices when I went to sleep last night, and while not comfortable, it was not bad.  I COULD feel my foot with the plantar fasciitis, however, struggle a bit, and it felt sore having its heel stretched.  I slept in them until ~3:30, when I had to get up to go to the bathroom.  I took them off to walk to the bathroom, and the pain was dramatically reduced.  But I was so groggy that when I got to bed, I just went back to sleep without putting on all the various straps to the devices.  In the morning when I got up for the regular day, I could feel that my heel region had tightened some, so I think for this to work, I have to be more persistent.

But.... I am thankful that it appears I am on the right track now! From what I have read, perhaps in 2-3 weeks of this, I should be back to normal.

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Wind Chill

This morning, we are experiencing a wind chill temperature of -12 F (~ -24 C).  It is brisk to say the least.  The actual temperature was 6 F (~ -14C).  I decided to wear long underwear this morning under my normal professorial attire.  It will be helpful going between the several buildings today at the U.  I hope I do not get too warm in my actual classes, however.  It will also be useful for travel to the Retiree's Cigar Group as I park considerably far away in a zone that has 4 hours of free parking, instead of searching for an occasionally open 1 hour free parking spot (too short of a time to spend at the shop) or feeding quarters into the meters (which only allow a 1 hour supply to be added at a time).  I suppose I could fuss around and download, learn, and then use that community's "parking meter app" (I dislike that word, "app" as you know) so I could do it from my phone..... but the "gizmo-ey-ness" of it does not seem worth it.... when.... instead of paying..... I can walk farther and park for free.  It is only a few blocks.  Today, with the bitterness.... I may end up feeling a different solution might have been better.... but.... it is what I will do.  

The pipe I showed on my post yesterday.... I actually do not HAVE that particular pipe.  But, it is one I have been eyeing quite a bit the last several days as I window-shop (online) the various pipe shops.  It is a damn attractive beast, and I have a bit of an itch to want to buy it.  But, I keep reconvincing myself that it would be a superfluous, silly purchase for me.  

I am going to work with my flies and rodents now before heading to my classes.  And, as soon as I get out of class this mid-afternoon, I am traversing the land to the shop to HOPEFULLY see at least one or two of the guys in the group.  I hope so anyway.  

Addendum.... I am not sure what character the cartoon figure is that I chose to post atop of this post.  If anyone has a clue, please let me know.  I selected that image to correlate with the "wind chill" discussion.  

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The "Hunger From Within"

Tomorrow is the day I go to attend the Retiree's Cigar Group.... and I am truly looking forward to it.... although I am going to arrive later than I would like due to this semester's schedule... and I am not sure who, if any will be there.  I HOPE at LEAST one or two of the gang are still hanging around so I can chat with them.  We shall see, however.  I know SOME of the fellows will have already left, which is sad, but understandable.  Retirees LIKE their plans and schedules.  I am only a "Apprentice Retiree" in the group.... and I regrettably cannot get there at the optimum time this semester.  

But, even though I have this event to look forward to tomorrow.... it does not quell nor dissipate the desire I have for a pipe.  When I DID indulge in a bowl of pipe tobacco back at my Dad's 102nd birthday.... the pipe was profoundly beautiful and actually quite hard to describe.... at least to describe ADEQUATELY.  Most folks would (perhaps) logically presume a cigar and a pipe are pretty much the same damn thing.  But, I can attest that this is not the case.  Please do not get me wrong..... I have grown to appreciate a cigar from being in the Retiree's Cigar Group.  But.... a cigar is really of little or no consequence when it is compared to a pipe.  I do not know how to explain it, as I cannot actually figure it out myself.  I just "know" it is true... at least for me.

Why am I bringing this up now?  Well.... the "hunger from within" for a pipe never actually abates.  But... in the ebbing-and-flowing of time it does undulate some.  Since this past Saturday, and even more elevated beginning this Monday.... the desire for a pipe had moved into a deeply strong position in my mind.  As you all know, I have smoked a pipe for a very long time….. since I was just a kid in fact.  But, a part of why I am again in the midst of an especially strong missing for the pipe is that it may be the association I had formed as a young, wet-behind-the ears prof long, long ago when I would be extremely nervous and jittery before heading off to class to expound on whatever subject I was teaching.  I remember how exquisite it was at the conclusion of lecturing for the day, where I would go back to my office, pack a bowl of whichever pipe struck my fancy, and just relax from the day.... and indulge fully and completely in that pipe.  It was so beyond beautiful.  It was akin to a celebratory hug that I would give myself for successfully surviving another (new for me then) day of teaching.   The celebratory nature of the pipe never left me.... even though I am no longer flummoxed or worried about being able to be successful in my lectures anymore.  At the start of this semester, I am feeling the loss of that “hug”.  

But, the beauty of that rewarding delight which is found in the bowl of my pipe.... that has been consistent and perpetual.  

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Probably Should Have....

 

I probably should have talked a bit yesterday about why I have been absent for a bit:

• Not really much interesting to tell, however.
• I felt quite "low" emotionally during much of last week from a variety of concerns.
• I did continue to run (by brute force of will on myself..... not that I was enthused about running last week)
• I spent far too damn much time on the computer, adjusting dates for LMS's of my five classes (yes, Pat asked if I have five actual classes this semester..... yes...... FIVE.... two of which have laboratory sections as well.  But.... one is a seminar (which is really just a group discussion), so there is not much planning for that one.  A reminder in case you forgot.... an LMS is a "learning management system" which is "1984-speak" for an "electronic classroom" or even better stated.... a STORAGE SPOT... for STUFF for a course.  

I think I hit a bit of a rebound in my emotions when I went to my sister's 50th Anniversary Party on Friday of last week.  She married very early in life, whereas I married  considerably later (as is somewhat the norm for prof-types) .  It was very enjoyable.  It was great seeing a lot of my extended family.  There was wonderful buffet food.... I made a truly HUGE salad (to be honest, I had two full dinner plates of salad), had a full plate of very good cooked vegetables (a medley of all sorts of things including zuchinni and summer squash and a bunch more), and two Chicken breasts in a Cacciatore-style sauce..... Cacciatore is a rustic Italian dish with tomatoes, onions, lots of herbs, bell peppers, mushrooms, and wine infused into a chunky sauce.  

Over the course of the long evening, I also allowed myself to indulge in three (yes.... THREE) delightful gin-and-tonics.  I think it has been at least four years, perhaps five since I had a gin-and-tonic.  

Saturday morning, I felt tremendously better emotionally.  And, the weekend turned out to be very nice overall as a result!  

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Audio Books

Perhaps I am a "luddite" (I am not sure, I never thought so).  Or perhaps I am just simultaneously HESITANT and STUBBORN (I probably am both of those.... maybe... I guess.).   But, I have never really chosen to listen to a "Book-on-Tape" (an Audiobook).  Part of me thought I would rather READ the book than hear it.  Part of me did not want to pay for a service like "Audible.com".

But, times change I guess.  Haha.... actually, the following situations have changed:

• I have grown tired of too much "news" such as it is.  Even my beloved NPR is getting rather damn repetitive in terms of repeating the same thing over-and-over..... and it too is (probably a cost cutting move due to the US administration decimating their funding) becoming overly "pundit-y" focused.  
• And, even though I love listening to my NPR Classical Music Feed and my NPR Jazz Feed, and my host of stations on Pandora for music..... I cannot ALWAYS be listening to JUST music.  
• But then..... "Hoopla" came into my life.  Hoopla is an "app" (I really do not like that term.... I prefer "application" or better yet, "a program") that allows you to check out books from your public library in an e-Book format (that is only "ok" because I prefer to read on real paper as opposed to a screen)...... BUT.... also (I came to realize) a huge array of AUDIOBOOKS....... FOR FREE!  I had been checking out eBooks to read occasionally, and even checked out an album of music.... but never noticed nor thought about an audiobook.... until Saturday.
• On Saturday, I was glancing through Hoopla's "card catalogue" of my public library.... and saw the wonderful book/biography about Hemingway that is pictured above.  I was enthralled, as I had not seen that book before, and I am an ardent fan of Hemingway and especially Hemingway biographies (I have ~50+ in my own collection.... most all of which were collected long, long ago while in graduate school at used book stores in the vicinity).   
• But then..... my heart sank..... it was a damn AUDIOBOOK.  And, I could feel my face visibly grimace.  
• After looking around in Hoopla quite unsuccessfully to see if I could find an eBook copy at my library, I said in my mind, "What the hell?  It is FREE to check out.  I will probably hate it, but I can give it a try."
• But, as much as I do not want to admit it...... I am REALLY enjoying this book as an audiobook!  I have listened to it using headphones (to not disturb my wife) before bed, and I have been listening to it in my truck, and I even hooked my phone up to the "gizmo-ey" bluetooth speaker I have in my lab so I could listen there today!  

I am not sure if this will be a permanent affection, or if the joy of it will be only for this specific book.  But, I am thinking I MIGHT have found a new, enjoyable venue for me.  

The book is "Ernest Hemingway: Artifacts from a Life"

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